Love sick...

When im alone i feel like this, KARMA is a bitch. I guess thats why i am the way i am. "scared of being lonely" makes you do weird shit i guess. I have a shawty... but i still feel love sick. I dont kno why or for whom i feel this way. I feel like im not complete maybe im in the wrong situation, but when im with here im comfortable. I dont know why i jus get in blahh moods, I break down when im alone. I sit and think and thinking leads to thinking and thoughts of shit i shouldnt think about. Today was a day wasted i sat in the cribo all day until i broke down to get a drink! I remember when i used to envy those who could drink there problems away. i dont have a vice, not one that i could jus admit to as of yet! But being love sick isnt a good look, i gotta figure this shit out FAST!