LONG TIME NO BLOG...

I figured i need to get it out! there are so many things that i want to do an express to the world. Music is my main thing secretly i want to sing lol , shh! i kno right... like the emotion that comes out i envy. I was jus sitting listening to a song gettin all emotional i wish i could convey my feelings like that. But yea i recently started taking my Djing lessons and it was a challenge i thought it was gonna be easy, but im thinking about going to the scratch academy as well as have my DJ mentor continue to show me the ropes. My clothing line is coming along... i received my samples which were ALL WRONG, so thats a work in progress being that its all coming out of my pocket. These past few months have been hard tho time usually rolls by for me but i feel like i have felt every minute and second of 2010. I hoping that its a test! NYC is still NYC life brings about distractions and i guess i have to continue to barrell thru them in hope to find the pot of gold under the rainbow.... I havent given myself alot of me time im so used to being the center of attention or worrying about other people say or think about me that i am kinda trapped in fuckin box. The box that i said i would never be in! so im doing other creative things to convey my feelings (ie writing this shit that no1 reads so i could go back months later and say wow i grew) either way im working ona mixtape its gonna be a pop/electro/hip hop fusion and im going to sing on it lol yes sing! i told my homegirl i have Ushers tone this morning. So i guess i have to live up to that on the song OMG... lol ughh but other then that life is good, i woke up this morning thru all the trials and problems in my life i still see a light at the end of the tunnel i still have my dollar and my NYC dream and i need to continue to surround myself wit positive people who believe in me! So yea LoveHate is coming... my mixtape is dropping... my Djing is coming along...and im going to sing sounds fun? and ughhh my bday is around the corner! im getting OLD